A Story OF My Own Done But Never Told

PART 1

That's a story happened to me long time ago .. But i have never told it to anyone .
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Because love is not a word .. I wrote this .. just for you to know how much you mean to me .. I tried my best to describe my very inner feelings .. inside me .. but as I say always and I will say it again .. words is not enough ..

Every day passes without you I die . Every day I don’t see your smile I cry .. They told me to be strong .. and don’t shed a tear .. I didn’t shed a tear .. I cried a river .. but it wasn’t enough .. My feelings is much stronger than anyone could imagine .. even you .. I loved you so purely .. Virgin Angelic Love if you know what I mean .. In silence and dark I found my self lonely .. without you ..I called your name desperately .. suddenly my heart beats go faster and faster .. I realize that not only me that wants to find you but also my heart as it was also calling your heart .. My mind do nothing but to think of you .. and when I try to think about anything else .. My mind refuse as I have no control on it .. I said to my self .. “I lost my mind” .. “Don’t try to fix me I am not broken” .. that was from my mind .. .When I was Near to death my soul wanted badly to get out of my body so that it can touch your soul and say Goodbye I will meet you at the heaven’s gate ..Wait .. no .. Hold on my friend .. don’t die now ! .. Between life and death ..your face was haunting me ..I hear your voice coming from no where.. I was scared like a baby that lost his mother .. I am afraid .. Help me ! I just want to hear a word .. Only one word that will release all my pain .. a four lettered word.. A word that will resurrect me and make me alive again .. Is that too much for me ? Where are you ? Why you are not here with me ?

I need your arms to hold me now .. If I die .. I want to die lying in your arms .. but please .. don’t say goodbye ... baby If I go now .. you must know .. I Will Always LOVE You .. Darling I LO……For a minute all things go black and I found my self in complete darkness .. Hello! .. Hello ? ! .. where am I ? .. I told my self Soon I will wake from this dream .. Suddenly I know that I am not sleeping ? hello ! am I still here ? .. so is this death ? No one answers me .. I called your name .. Bring Me To Life ! Wake me up inside , I can’t wake up .. Save me .. call my name and save me from the dark .. save me from the nothing I’ve become .. my spirit sleeping somewhere cold until you find it there and lead it back home .. don't let me die here there must be something more .. why you didn’t answer me ? please .. please .. come .. help .. am I that unimportant ? am I so insignificant ? .. though I die to know you love me I am all alone .. isn’t someone missing me ? ..

جامده مووووووووووووووت وحزينه موووووووووت

تسلم ايديك

ميرسي نورتي الموضوع و شكرا لاهتمامك

حلوه موووووووووت ميرسى

تسلم ايدك

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